Man gotta love this new layout! It's right up there and personal.

Hmmmm...it's been awhile as you can see.

9 months! It feels soo long. All those memories we had of all those times together. I feel so right when I'm next to her, I feel so right when she's in my arms. I miss her a lot!

Everytime I look at those pics next to my computer or whenever I think of her when I dream at night all I can see are her beautiful eyes, her cheery smile, just that beautiful girl that I love and I miss so much. She's beautiful and she's hot! Still can't keep my mind clean off her sexy legs and her gorgeous..oh oh! 

Happy 9 months baby!  It's been sooo long since I last saw you and I miss you soooo much. I really can't wait to have you in my arms again. My arms will be aching for you until this Wednesday when I finally get to feel you again, hold you again, sleep with you again, just to be with the love of my life.

Everyday I'm thankful for you. You are so special to me hunnie! I cherish you so much! I can't wait to see you. I'll be lookin' out for you Wednesday afternoon. I love you! 

And baby...I just want to wish you a Happy 19th Birthday!! But for me you'll have to wait for your birthday present. It'll be well worth the wait, believe me...

Sometimes you have to put the group ahead of your self-interests and your self-preservation. Progress takes sacrifice. No one said it was gonna be easy. No one said it was going to be nice.

<3 Missing her badly...   

I don't know who's behind this but I have a feeling I know who...

Stuff happened in the past three months that I never expected to happen in a lifetime. And so it is revealed to me. I am very, very thankful for this. First the AASU Presidency and now something even better...

<3 Veronica <3

Missin' you...

Strange isn't it. Right now I'm really, really tired and sleepy due to all the FASA and CAS Show run throughs I've been going to and sacrificing for in the past 2 weeks. Currently I'm sitting in the AASU Office trying to contemplate on what had just happened in the past few days.

I can't believe it. I really can't believe it. For once in my life some things are turning out right. After countless failures in the past 8 years or so finally things are turning out right, especially in that social category. I guess all I had to do was wait, get motivated, and believe. Hey Linda was right about one thing: You have to have a positive outlook on life. It's ashamed I don't talk to her anymore. She was my best friend in the first 2 years of college. I guess things change and boy have they changed.

Believe it or not I was just elected President of a university chartered organization: The Asian American Student Union, representing the largest minority population here in Virginia Tech. There are a lot of changes I plan on implementing, a lot of changes. However, only a few years ago this was my greatest fear: leadership and responsibilty. Some people don't know it but I was appointed as an SGA Senator for the College of Arts and Sciences my freshman year at VT. Before the ceremony though I resigned my position. I was afraid of the responsibility and the leadership role that came with it. I have definately matured since then. Being President of AASU is quite an honor.

Now I understand why my parents show off about me all the time and why my elementary school teachers still talk about me. Even my mom gets invited as a guess speaker at PTA meetings and Bailey's Elementary School for the Arts and Sciences. Growing up in the Culmore neighborhood in Fairfax County, I was not suppose to make it this far. Actually, most never do. The pressure growing up to follow a different path is very high. Luckily my parents kept me at bay and I didn't play outside as much as I'm suppose to back when I was a kid. This explains why I'm still shy sometimes. But then again this reduced my exposure to some of the gangs that roam the neighborhood. Granted, they're not your typical violent street gangs like those in South Central Los Angeles. But the petty crimes they commit can be enough to make you fall down the wrong path. Hehe, all those images of domestic violence, almost being kidnapped, threats of being homeless, to witnessing assaults and attempted murders still haunt me till today. I feel so lucky to be where I am now. This is already more I asked for. I feel I have a unique perspective in life: Never take things for granted, appreciate everything you have because you never know when they might all disappear. Also, walk with your chin up and never give up. Sometimes you don't have to seek for opportunities. If you did things right, the opportunities find you. Finally, make a difference whenever you can, whether it's helping a friend get home on a Saturday night or preventing a civil war in a Third-World country. Giving something positive back to society is most important.

Well imma have to be in class in 20 minutes so more thoughts later...